i keep forgetting the title i want...
two more mother fucking applications and i'm motherfucking done applying to colleges bitches! january 11th i will know if i got into three colleges! woo! i can take some stress off if i only pull an all nighter! god save me... btw if u got into college already, i'm jealous. real jealous. i've been in senioritis mode since freshman year because all my classes were easy as fuck, and i never really tried in school, and i never really gave much effort... now, i'd be content being second honors my whole hs carrer, i'm content not doing work and getting good grades, but i really fucked myself over last mp, and i'm motherfucking contracted to get all motherfucking bs or better, when im failing already! god, having a car is a blessing and a curse, but idk why i've been doing bad, oh yea, the schedule for hell maybe, with projects and papers and studying needed! grr! Jess Crocco is my hero, she's the only one last year that had a harder schedule than i, taking all honors nd ap bio, while i just didn't have eng honors.... i wonder where i'd be if i tried in school? maybe i'd be like top ten, probably... lol oh well! akunamata! even tho i'm depressed, i still had a good run...