Hm...
Tuesday was my 6-year mark in the military. Wow. I've grown a lot in that time. The places I've been, the people I've met, the things I've accomplished. I've decided to stay in a bit longer. Probably won't stick it out for the whole 20 years, but I'll at least bide some time. It'll give me a chance to travel a bit more, knock out some school, and network. Over all, I'm just along for the ride. I'll go wherever the good Lord takes me, wherever that will be.
Apparently I have an addiction. To nasal spray. Hm...I didn't know that it was possible. But talking to folks, I guess it's more widespread than I thought. Doc says if you use it for more than a couple of days, your body builds a dependency on it, and your sinuses will only open with it; otherwise they constrict and block airflow. Doc gave me a prescription for flonaze, the nasal spray with steroids in it; it's supposed to ween me off my vice. But man, could I go for a shot of the old stuff now. I need my fix, my hands are getting really shaky...
I'm feeling really torn lately, between what is best for me, and what's best for a friend. I know what they need in their life right now, but I'm not
ready to help see them through it. It seems so so simple, yet so complicated.
I've also found something I've been looking for, for a while now. But the timing is really bad. Maybe this is a test, to see how I run with it. If I make a bad choice, it can hurt some of the people around me. I just hope I make the right choice.
That is all for now. Take it easy, little ones.
Always
NJM
Apparently I have an addiction. To nasal spray. Hm...I didn't know that it was possible. But talking to folks, I guess it's more widespread than I thought. Doc says if you use it for more than a couple of days, your body builds a dependency on it, and your sinuses will only open with it; otherwise they constrict and block airflow. Doc gave me a prescription for flonaze, the nasal spray with steroids in it; it's supposed to ween me off my vice. But man, could I go for a shot of the old stuff now. I need my fix, my hands are getting really shaky...
I'm feeling really torn lately, between what is best for me, and what's best for a friend. I know what they need in their life right now, but I'm not
ready to help see them through it. It seems so so simple, yet so complicated.
I've also found something I've been looking for, for a while now. But the timing is really bad. Maybe this is a test, to see how I run with it. If I make a bad choice, it can hurt some of the people around me. I just hope I make the right choice.
That is all for now. Take it easy, little ones.
Always
NJM