"I thought you'd be here by now..."

Oct 15, 2008 23:18

I had an awful day. It was one of those days where you don't want to talk to anybody, even your friends, and every single person is either too loud or too annoying to deal with. I gave warnings but people still tested my patience, and I did end up snapping a few times.
1st. worked on my picture in art. I'm stressed because it has to be finished Friday.
2nd. presentations. I became angry because my peers began discussing the presidential election. It annoys me when people my age discuss politics because they have no clue about anything and pretending they do just makes them sound like idiots. I'm sick of everyone sharing their opinion. Everyone has one. What makes yours special?
3rd. Became really annoyed because we waste too much time in that class. Someone brought up jelly, and the whole class decided to argue about which jelly flavor is best. Everyone was yelling, "I like GRAPE!" "I like APPLE!" "No, STRAWBERRY's better!" I MEAN REALLY? WHO CARES WHAT JELLY YOU LIKE? NOT ME.
4th. I warned Griffin not to share his comment with me. He did. I snapped when he told me to shut up and said, "Maybe you should take your own advice sometimes."
5th. Calmed me. I highlighted.
6th. Calmed me. I had a baked potato.
7th. Snapped at Anthony and yelled, "JUST SHUT UP. YOU'RE REALLY PISSING ME OFF!" Didn't get in trouble though. I was surprised. Calculus makes me want to kill myself. I didn't speak to anyone the rest of the class, and cried for about 5 minutes because I'm completely miserable.
8th. Got a headache.
Came home. Slept for about 4 hours. Ate a hotdog.
I bought a chocolate bar on the way to rehearsal. I felt that the day was so bad that I deserved some chocolate to cheer me up. It did a little.
Went to rehearsal and gave up on trying to make everyone focus.
Came home.
Attempted Calculus.
Now I'm going to bed because I'm exhausted once again.

I'm standing on a bridge,
I'm waiting in the dark.
I thought that you'd be here by now.
There's nothing but the rain,
No footsteps on the ground.
I'm listening but there's no sound.

Isn't anyone trying to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?
It's a damn cold night.
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