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I am overwhelmed with stress but for some reason I have such great control that I don't let it get to me. I don't have enough money for rent, jobs been shitty and no ones hiring me. Everyone says its karma because I'm such a reckless asshole.
I delated her number, I delated her gfs number. I listened to Noi Boi and didn't have that sick feeling in my stomach but instead smiled and thought about last night and how I finally did MY "lovemaking" to my gf. I thought about how I kissed her over and ove rand over again while we both said i like you so much. I thought about how I knew I missed my bus there and how I didn't care if I had to walk a 40 minute car ride or hitchhike I was determined to see her. I thought about how sad I'm gonna be when she leaves but how happy I am for her that she gets to see Boston and be with her friend.
with everything bad something good comes out of it. I found out who i am because of natalie and what i want in a relationship. natalie helped me grow up and grow stronger. although my gf wishs i was more sensitive i have this fantastic balance.
i dont like when people stalk me. some broad got my number from my resume when she saw me turn one in and was texting me. i had to tell her to leave me alone.
i guess i dont look like a lesbian but i walk like one.
I delated her number, I delated her gfs number. I listened to Noi Boi and didn't have that sick feeling in my stomach but instead smiled and thought about last night and how I finally did MY "lovemaking" to my gf. I thought about how I kissed her over and ove rand over again while we both said i like you so much. I thought about how I knew I missed my bus there and how I didn't care if I had to walk a 40 minute car ride or hitchhike I was determined to see her. I thought about how sad I'm gonna be when she leaves but how happy I am for her that she gets to see Boston and be with her friend.
with everything bad something good comes out of it. I found out who i am because of natalie and what i want in a relationship. natalie helped me grow up and grow stronger. although my gf wishs i was more sensitive i have this fantastic balance.
i dont like when people stalk me. some broad got my number from my resume when she saw me turn one in and was texting me. i had to tell her to leave me alone.
i guess i dont look like a lesbian but i walk like one.