May 22, 2005 14:32
so it's time again to get out the pitch forks folks...I again am the heart less cold cruel beast to women...
but isn't it always one sided...it just seemed that if we seemed like friends then there wasn't anyreason to call it "girlfriends"....now i am the bitch once again and i'm sure i'm going to hear about it over and over again. does my side matter? maybe not. but if I have anything to say about it i'm not a heartless bitch, i'm fucking honest.
as kat said maybe I need to perfect the art of dating or not being mononomus....this is shitty....I am an asshole...but i'm not heartless, I know this is hard. and I know that i've hurt her big. it just hasn't seemed right for the last week....and shuldn't we talk about thins when they don't feel right. i knew even bringing it up would suck and probably end up in brake up...but i need to be honest one thing that i've valued in myself no matter how hard. I hate untruthfulness in others so for me I have to speak it...
well another bites the dust...dear andrea this time around let's try not to be apart of the huge dating cess pool love andrea.
you have kids, and an unemotional except when hurt cat sitting on your lap while you type, be hankful for he frieends you have and what you have to work with...
p.s. make los of art and be glad it's the beginnging of summer.