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Dec 10, 2004 23:58

wow i'm so cool.

i love running through ice cold rain puddles.
i love huge fights with derek.
i love trying to walk all the way home.
i love sitting in a room full of people watching porn.
i love the embarressment of how fucking stupid i look from this all.

I'm sorry to Alex because I left so early.
I'm sorry that I'm such a fucking basket case.
I'm sorry that all of you have heard horrible things about me on different occassions.
I'm sorry to all of the girls i've hated because i'm jealous.
I'm sorry that all of these things have pushed most of you away before you got to know me. But I don't think you will share this same regret.

I wish I was more honest.
I wish I was more confident.
I wish I wasn't so jealous of everythinng.
I wish I wasn't so jealous of everything.
I wish i wasn't so jealous of everything.
I wish Meg would come home.
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