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Hey.. I haven't updated in awhile.. If anyone of you have a myspace you must go and comment on my pictures... I posted a bunch of new ones.. http://www.myspace.com/phantommunky Go and check it out.. I am one sexy beast. lol.. You can see my new piercing..
Alright.. I am trying to figure everything out in my life right now.. trying to keep everything in proper order but it doesn't seem to work.. Everything is just randomly going on.
This really bothers me, because I mean it's like "AHHHHH!!!!!!! WTF!!!" and well yeah..
I just need to get over it.. because in all honesty it doesn't look like things are going to get better, or fix themselves.. and I can't do anything to change it because then I fuck everything else up for everyone else.. and I can't live knowing it's my fault.. God I hate this.. I hate this so fucking much..
Certainly there must be something to make me feel better, but right now there's just not.. No one calls to come hang out or anything it bothers me... I need to get ahold of Tiffany, see if she wants to hang out or something sometime.. I'll give TJ a call so I can get her number.. maybe hanging out with her and Hiro will make me feel better.. Her son has the coolest fucking eyes in the world.. they are like mine just 50x sexier he is gonna be such a pimp when he get's older.. (He's a year and a half old)
Well I am gonna head out now.. I don't want wanna be here anymore.
Paul Albert Lechner
Alright.. I am trying to figure everything out in my life right now.. trying to keep everything in proper order but it doesn't seem to work.. Everything is just randomly going on.
This really bothers me, because I mean it's like "AHHHHH!!!!!!! WTF!!!" and well yeah..
I just need to get over it.. because in all honesty it doesn't look like things are going to get better, or fix themselves.. and I can't do anything to change it because then I fuck everything else up for everyone else.. and I can't live knowing it's my fault.. God I hate this.. I hate this so fucking much..
Certainly there must be something to make me feel better, but right now there's just not.. No one calls to come hang out or anything it bothers me... I need to get ahold of Tiffany, see if she wants to hang out or something sometime.. I'll give TJ a call so I can get her number.. maybe hanging out with her and Hiro will make me feel better.. Her son has the coolest fucking eyes in the world.. they are like mine just 50x sexier he is gonna be such a pimp when he get's older.. (He's a year and a half old)
Well I am gonna head out now.. I don't want wanna be here anymore.
Paul Albert Lechner