If the future told no lies
So basically in one day/night I have lost 3 friends, more like 4. Well I didn't lose 3 of them, but 2 are moving, one I will more than likely never see again because the only time I see her is with the one I actually lost. I thought that this would be one of those friendships that lasts for a long time, or developed into something more, but apparently I was wrong. I guess I can't really say that it isn't my fault in this situation because I brought this all upon myself.
Last night she basically decided that it was time that I left her life completely and that she got over the feelings for me. I can't blame her though because I pushed her towards this, and yet I still feel like if I wasn't so stupid none of this would of happened. It did, and I am pretty much excessively depressed because of it..
I am an idiot, to say the least. A major idiot really, because I do stupid things. This is my fault, and no one else is to blame.
Ryan, we are still cool. I wont let a girl come between us because that'd be fucked up, we've known each other for about 3 years now, and I'd like to think that something so stupid wouldn't come between us. (Not to call Rachel stupid, I just mean the situation.)
Albert
Last night she basically decided that it was time that I left her life completely and that she got over the feelings for me. I can't blame her though because I pushed her towards this, and yet I still feel like if I wasn't so stupid none of this would of happened. It did, and I am pretty much excessively depressed because of it..
I am an idiot, to say the least. A major idiot really, because I do stupid things. This is my fault, and no one else is to blame.
Ryan, we are still cool. I wont let a girl come between us because that'd be fucked up, we've known each other for about 3 years now, and I'd like to think that something so stupid wouldn't come between us. (Not to call Rachel stupid, I just mean the situation.)
Albert