already i'm wasting away, i know i'll see you again..: the_

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already i'm wasting away, i know i'll see you again..

Apr 12, 2004 05:42

!! today is my birthday, yayyyy for me. credit goes out to skyler for being the first person to say happy birthday, as he did at exactly midnight. further credit goes to michael bradford for being the awesome friend that i don't even deserve. sometimes you need to hear things like "fuck what you deserve" to realize that it's not all about yourself and hey, the person referred to as 'me' really does have a large impact on others. it's the fourth day out of ten for spring break and so far i've had a fun weekend. friday i went to crossgates with julie and ricky and she bought me this and this for my birthday. afterward we ate at ruby tuesdays and went back to julie's apartment and hung out there and used the ouija board. woke up there saturday morning, got showered and dressed and went a few places with julie then went back to my house to find that they threw me a surprise for my birthday. i felt loved. everyone's away someplace for vacation though but eh, whatcha gonna do? i had a good time, followed by spending a grand total of six hours using the ouija board with ricky afterward before going to bed. man i wonder about that thing. [[ whoopi goldberg, sex predictions, my new nonliving friend niky, all the events that will occur in this upcoming august, october 18th, loving for all eternity, "9 out," the color of my father's shirt and all the rest ]] ricky knows the secrets, he knows all the questions i would only ask in front of him and he knows the answers we got to those questions. i wonder about a certain someone and how deep in denial that someone is, if at all. easter sunday i went to the cemetary with my dad and ricky to visit my mother, to dinner then back home and here i am nine hours later. it's 5:42 am and i need to get to sleep. sweet dreams.