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I just blurted this out onto paper all in one go, it's not been read-over or anything. All the words make little sense, but they make sense to me.



Not with you.

Wow, that escalated quickly
Running up hill feverishly
Towards a dead end
Never expect a string of happy days
They only come in singles
Surrounded by the rotten
You confused me,
Liked me,
Half-half,
I dunno?
Then you showed me,
No longer innocent, are we?
I felt ashamed for liking that night
I felt even more ashamed that
I wished we never left that bed.
Wow, that ended quickly
You pulled the strings
And then let go,
I hate being the puppet
I thought I had stopped being so
Long ago,
But no,
You pulled me back in,
On the rocks,
Kissed me too many times,
I loved the world for a short moment,
I wish we were still there
On the rocks.
Wow, that died quickly,
All I want is another chance,
But not with you,
Not with you,
I can think of so much more,
But not with you,
Yesterday I thought of you,
You were in all my new starts,
But now I venture to new beginnings
But not with you,
You told me that I had better get out
I’d just get hurt,
So OK, I’m gone,
I’m not with you,
Not with you.