May 04, 2006 06:55
yeah.. it's pain. But you know..it just isn't that bad this time.
I've learned a lot about myself..some good, some bad.. and maybe someday in the future I can look back on all this and remember the good times. maybe.
yes, the timing is awful and it's nothing like the mutual understanding that I always pictured us coming to. but that's life, and it's time for me to grow up.