Oct 06, 2005 19:36
The key to self liberation is abstinence from the destructive escapism of intoxication. I seperate from the poison, a mindlessness I've always abhored. Usage will only increase the pain, a truth I constantly see ignored. The pollutants that kill the body breed apathy within the mind. The substanes that once brought release in the end will always confine. From drug clouded lungs and vains motivation dissipates. Imprisoned within addiction abuse increases until death overtakes. - EARTH CRISIS
I had an enlightening convorsation & read today. My mind was opened up to an extremely hated topic, and it's amazing to me how much I needed the mind refresher. I have come out with a new point of view on my life and how I should go about certain things. I have realized that it doesn't take drinking/smoking/drugs/and caffiene to give me that initial 'high'. It doesn't take casual sex to feel good about yourself. It takes that feeling of self-control and self-worth to say NO. THAT is what makes life worth it. THAT is what makes life meaningful. It's knowing that you have the control and respect for yourself to live drug free. Why indulge in poison thinking it makes you happier when it's only a facade for the yearn to be cool?
Anyways... I have ALOT to think about. A LOT.
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<3 always, Crissy