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i am so fucking upset right now. i usually never update this fucking thing unless i'm a. really upset/pissed off with no one to talk to or b. in a really weird mood. well it's a. right now and i'm really pissed off. i don't understand why no night can result in no fights or arguments or drama. it's starting to really get to me now. sometimes it's funny, but other times it just gets too be to much. especially when all you want is a chill night with a few friends and no fucking problems.
well of course those bmx fucks came back to the train station today. they decided to blame us for throwing a bottle at them or some shit, when they were in the complete opposite direction, and then called us whores. that was enough to get me fucking pissed. i don't fucking tolerate disrespect. ever. nobody has the right to call me a fucking whore, and i made sure they got that the fuck straight. i cursed the shit out of them and argued with them for a long ass fucking time, and erin called up her brother and he came down with jay. nick (who's a pretty intimidating guy) threatened them (as did jay), and i'm pretty sure they learned their lesson. i was about to fucking mutilate the shit out of atleast three of them with my own bare hands, they got me so pissed off. they have the fucking balls to come here a few weeks ago, destroy one of my best fucking friend's property (being jose's longboard), then come BACK here and call me and my fucking friends whores? fuck that shit. the next time i see one of them they'll have my fucking knife sticking out of one of their dick holes- no fucking joke.
well then erin's mom came and told us to get in the car, which got erin really pissed off. her and her mom argued for awhile, and i tried to explain to her that it wasn't our fault and that we really didn't intend to start anything with anybody, but she didn't seem to want to understand. she called my house a couple of times which got my dad all pissed off at me, and then me and erin went for a walk by wheatly plaza since she was really pissed off (as was i).
we talked for awhile and then sahar came. we were on our way back to roslyn for whatever reason until i called my dad and found out that erins mom was still calling. so i ended up back home 'cause everything was getting to be too much for me, and extremely pointless.
when i came home, i went into the basement to get undressed, got electrocuted by my piece of shit light bulb in the laundry room which caused me to hit it and it shattered all over the ground, i then stepped in glass and cut my foot, and now i'm sittingt here, typing (drunk) really pissed off with a bleeding foot and a fucking horrible temper. i swear to god if someone even so much as looked at me the wrong way right now i would shove their fucking skull up their asshole.
anyway i have to go explain to my dad why there's glass all over the laundry room floor. later.