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[the___joy]

you tell me that you want to become closer,
that you are sad that we had drifted apart.

you tell me that you miss spending time with me,
and it really has broken your heart.

but year you don't even try to make things right
you don't even care how i wish we were as close as we used to be.

all this makes me wonder one thing....
what's the matter with me?

is there something about me that makes you not see
how hurt i am when you blow me off?

is there something about me that makes you want to give up?
the good friendship we have had for so long?