I'm actually happy right now.
Okay, here is an update on my life composed of mutiple one liners as opposed to ambiguous one-liners about my feelings and what not.
- I got an apartment behind Churchill high school, I'm pretty stoked about it. I live by myself therefor I get to decorate however I please.
- Bad news: bills are no fun.
- I got my job back guys :). I know I hate Dillards but I think I can look past it, after the dark period i was in the past month in a half Afton is a strange way saved me. I'm working so I can have something to occupy my time as well as have money to buy afton get well cards and craft things :).
- Bad news: School and work at my life= I haven't seen Afton in a week in a half because of this.
- I'm taking 15 hours and 4 of my classes are on Monday and Wednesday so on Tuesday and Thursday I only have one and its at 4:30
- Bad News: I already missed a full day of class because I couldn't fight my need to please people. Disgusting.
- My friends make me happy. I'm so grateful. Alison shares my love of the bottle, Sara lives closer and helps me with homework, and Miguel lives down the street so I don't spend many of my nights alone in the apartment. Julie Greene is back in my life. Again, I'm hella appreciative of all the things they've been doing.
-Bad News: I hadn't seen Chrissy til today :(. I miss her.
- My drinking and drug abuse has diminished. I don't drink myself into bouts of darkness anymore. I have brought the MJ down to a twice a month thing so far. YES!!!!
- Bad news: however i have taken up drinking by myself to help me sleep occasionally. ( I get nervous at night sometimes)
- I think I'm coming back ( since the lack of substance abuse)
-Bad News: I'm angry almost all the time again. (but I don't mind it.:)
-Bad News Pt 2: I'm a little neurotic
That's sort of it. I really want to drive to Houston soon.
- I got an apartment behind Churchill high school, I'm pretty stoked about it. I live by myself therefor I get to decorate however I please.
- Bad news: bills are no fun.
- I got my job back guys :). I know I hate Dillards but I think I can look past it, after the dark period i was in the past month in a half Afton is a strange way saved me. I'm working so I can have something to occupy my time as well as have money to buy afton get well cards and craft things :).
- Bad news: School and work at my life= I haven't seen Afton in a week in a half because of this.
- I'm taking 15 hours and 4 of my classes are on Monday and Wednesday so on Tuesday and Thursday I only have one and its at 4:30
- Bad News: I already missed a full day of class because I couldn't fight my need to please people. Disgusting.
- My friends make me happy. I'm so grateful. Alison shares my love of the bottle, Sara lives closer and helps me with homework, and Miguel lives down the street so I don't spend many of my nights alone in the apartment. Julie Greene is back in my life. Again, I'm hella appreciative of all the things they've been doing.
-Bad News: I hadn't seen Chrissy til today :(. I miss her.
- My drinking and drug abuse has diminished. I don't drink myself into bouts of darkness anymore. I have brought the MJ down to a twice a month thing so far. YES!!!!
- Bad news: however i have taken up drinking by myself to help me sleep occasionally. ( I get nervous at night sometimes)
- I think I'm coming back ( since the lack of substance abuse)
-Bad News: I'm angry almost all the time again. (but I don't mind it.:)
-Bad News Pt 2: I'm a little neurotic
That's sort of it. I really want to drive to Houston soon.