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[the_____damned]

yeah so i think i'll start updating this again.

maybe.

i lost him.
but it's all good, sort of.
not that i had him to begin with.
i'll just pretend im over him, for now.

yeah, so i think im in love with my new church.
because things in my life are
actually starting to make sense now.

i started writing again,
that might be part of it.

and i get my camera in almost a month.
and my guitar. then sam is gonna
teach me how to play. lol.

and bowling is starting back up.
and i some how ended up with heather's towel.
hopefully she ended up with mine.
and everything about that place makes me happy.
except the smoke.

no volleyball this year, which also makes me happy.
and snow. i like that too.

the only thing thats keeping me down is linda.
if only i could get her off my mind.
except for the fact that shes usually
the only thing on it.
i miss her so much.

we'll see how long this lasts.
both this updating thing
and me feeling ok.

my christmas list.

1) to see her
2) to hug her
3) for her to come home
4) to stop crying over her
5) linda

"dry eyes in the pouring rain"