Life is Funny and Weird
I remember writing a post a month or two ago about how funny life is regarding when you loose one friend you gain another. Well, it's happened again. The one friend that I lost has suddenly decided that he wants to be friends again (or maybe more, I don't know), while I have lost another that came around when the other one decided that he didn't want to be friends. Things are just weird that way. I opened my MySpace email last night to find an email appology from this person who said that he basically had his problems and was afraid that I was going to hurt him emotionally in some way, and the funny thing is that he's the one who ended up hurting me by suddenly cutting off our friendship. I just don't know what to think. At the very least I can listen to what he has to say, because at this point he's leaving it up to me and I know that is all he's asking for at this point, and for the most part, that is all I am willing to give him. I will listen to what he has to say because he says that he's ready to open up and tell me what has been going on with him and why things were left the way they were. I guess it's more curiosity at this point than anything else. That and we were really good and close friends, and I still care about this person. Just because a couple of months have gone by doesn't mean that I haven't thought about him or wondered how he's been doing. And aparently he spent some time in the hospital and has been having weekly therapy sessions. So maybe they have helped, maybe they haven't, I don't know. I guess I won't know until I hear what he has to say. So here's to old friends and making new ones.