Hey, I'm glad you're doing well. I'm not quite sure why, but I feel you dislike me greatly. It's unfortunate, in the highest degree. I'd call you and tell you this but you most likely wouldn't answer. It's come to my attention that you think I call you up to use you for whatever various reason. I assure you this conjecture is false. (Ugh I hate Lj) Maybe you forgot how I'd say, "Hey Caleb, you think we could go and talk about things non related to this, just about life and love and such?" Or remember how concerned I was about you that night you and Mal split? I guess you've totally forgoten how we were there for each other the summer before last. I certainly haven't forgotten. You're a strange one. There's so much tension all the time I talk to you I almost can't stand it. I can't deal with you right now as it is. I mean you don't understand how I feel apparently or you wouldn't keep this up. Now, I don't mean to get all dramatic or anything on you here, but seriously, what is it that's so wrong about me? I mean I called you and said, "Can we get together tonight, you keep everything I don't want any, just wanna be able to hang out" and you told me you'd call if you ended up doing so. And I saw you there on the street. You smiled at me like you would an old friend. I talk to Amelia, she tells me you think all I wanna do is use you? Well if that's the impression I'm giving you then I'm sorry. If this is how quickly you discard and discount your old friends, then be wary, for you may not see me tomorrow. Just write back, or call.
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