Coded.............. messages.......
I don't think this is effective anymore, but I think it's my last way to reach out without touching anyone and getting to the right person I want to get to. I'm grasping at straws, I don't think this is going to work, but then again... this gives me hope. And sometimes, that's all a person can live off of. I think I'm shooting myself in the foot here by doing this. But then there has been enough time passed. Something should have stuck by now. I'm drunk and I'm rambling.... I just wish I could enjoy this some more..... I guess I shouldn't think to much of this. I just need a good laugh, and a warm hug.