homework sucks
So im sitting at my desk trying to study for a test and i really dont want to. I am thinking about everything that has happened in my life and what i want to do in my future. thinking about all the of the good and bad shit that has happened. so much has happened to me in the past few years and i have changed so much, but in a good way. i have experienced so much, traveling to so many countries meeting new people. doing stuff that i loved, like dancing. i think last year was the most fun i have had in a long time. thats where i changed the most. the music i listened to really changed, well more like grew. going out all the time and going to shows all of the time and meeting the bands. these were experiences that i want again, but theres nothing really left here in arizona for me. thats why i want to move to nj. its a place where i can grow so much without my parents, but not be all by myself, i will be with my best friends. honestly if i get into the school that i am applying to and my parents say no, i really dont know what i will do. i still have a while before i tell them, but i am still so scared of what they will say. especially my dad, hes the kind of person who wants me to have the best education and go far, but what the use of me going far if im not happy?