life is sucking!

[the_1_no1_loves]

dude i am like freaking out and i dunno why! and i mite lose nick as a friend becuz of it becuz for some reason i am tkaing it out on him and he would be the last person i would want to! u dont understand i havent liked a guy this much ina while and i mite lose that feeling if i keep acting like this and yeah tonite i was crying for no reason again! so yeah i just need to get muh problems out int he opening ok here it goes one i like Nick but i dont have a great way of showing it 2 Alexis is one of muh best friends and i am taking it out on her to and she just tryed to help me maybe there is a reason i cant ever get a bf becuz the way i am acting! but yeah nothing seems to be working it did earlier and a lil bit tonite when Nick was tlaking to me but yeah then i snapped on him for no reason which i am really sorry for! and crap but yeah those r my problems!

-jessie

Try to hold on to those feeling u want and need!