I won't let myself lead myself.
Today was absolutely perfect. When I'm with you I can't stop smiling and my heart is beating so fast it feels like it might pop out of my chest. "She's special, she's a dreamer."
2 hours and a jumper cable later ...
I sit hear listening to the drunk babbling of two whom say they're in "love". Love isn't yelling and screaming and bickering. How is this love? It can't be, or is it?
I am afraid right now to fall for anyone just because of the things I hear and see. Beautiful caring people loosing their sanity, their hope, their love because of someone who broke their heart. I just can't even begin to imagine loosing the little happiness I have in my life to someone who won't care 2 months later, or in my case 2 weeks.
Maybe things with you will be different. Maybe I'm meant to be with you for now. Maybe you'll fill the emptiness in my heart. Maybe ...
I can still see you, taste you, hear you, feel you. This is love ... according to me.
And you're right I am special, I am a dreamer.
2 hours and a jumper cable later ...
I sit hear listening to the drunk babbling of two whom say they're in "love". Love isn't yelling and screaming and bickering. How is this love? It can't be, or is it?
I am afraid right now to fall for anyone just because of the things I hear and see. Beautiful caring people loosing their sanity, their hope, their love because of someone who broke their heart. I just can't even begin to imagine loosing the little happiness I have in my life to someone who won't care 2 months later, or in my case 2 weeks.
Maybe things with you will be different. Maybe I'm meant to be with you for now. Maybe you'll fill the emptiness in my heart. Maybe ...
I can still see you, taste you, hear you, feel you. This is love ... according to me.
And you're right I am special, I am a dreamer.