Dec 24, 2005 15:52
Foreword: This is the beginning of the spiritual/ story-telling pages. Enjoy:) I acknowledge it has been quite some time since my last entry. *shrugs* oh well......
It's kinda weird how you can sometimes be pissed off at nearly everything and yet still feel content. I'm not necessarily saying you can feel two completely separate emotions at once but that you can have one that is more short term, and the other long term/underlying.
For example, some of my work mates piss me off, but with it being the last day of work for 3 weeks for me, I felt somwhat released from the grip of a 50 tonne bench vice. It's a weird way of putting it I know, but it seems most appropriate. I am also drinking at the moment.
On the spritual front, I have recently had dreams of me turning into a white dragon whilst being antagonized and/or aggravated. I have also had dreams of me as Asheron, saying to various different people that 'I am either the world's greatest allie or the world's greatest enemy, but never both and definitely not at the same time'. I am yet to really figure out which but I'm pretty sure it's the prior option.
I have lost touch with most of my spiritual contacts over time, but I still occasionally hear from X. The mostly hyperactive Imp has been pretty quiet of late and has become a 'more sedate' personality since being united with me some 2 years ago. Asheron still thinks he is due to wreak havoc somewhere soon.
Well that's all I can think of saying at the moment. As always message me if you have queries via: sprint@paradise.net.nz. I can either provide answers or loosely related comments. See Ya