It's official, I AM WEIRD!!!!!
Ok, just to clarify the title above, last night I had a dream. It wasn't an ordinary dream though. This one involved me arguing with myself. Yes, it's true, and the worst part is that one of the 'ME's had blonde hair. I can't remember a lot of the dream but I do remember one part of it quite vividly, and this is basically a transcript of what I do remember. Enjoy :)
Blonde Me = BM
Me Me = MM
MM: I can't understand why everything pisses me off so easily
BM: It's because you can't help letting everything get to you
MM: I do not!
BM: You basically live life a day at a time and don't care what happens later on down the line. You've almost put yourself in the shit on several occasions because of it and then look for anything else but yourself to blame it on.
MM: Uh, right, whatever
BM: My case and point exactly, when you're told the truth you don't want to hear, you just ignore it.
MM: I know i've done things I never really thought long and hard about, but i dont regret any of it
BM: I suppose thats one thing you do have on your side, the attribute of resilience, but one day you'll run yourself to the point where you cant be bothered fighting it all and just give up
MM: And?
BM: By the time you realise it'll all be too late
MM: Gee thanks for sharing that
BM: *laughs* You think I'm having you on don't you?
MM: Yes and no. You're telling me something I already know. I know I can drive myself to the point of giving up, but I'm far from it at the moment.
BM: That's crap, you're so close it scares you, thats why you feel you have to get out of Queenstown, you feel that its the place rather than the person causing all the problems.
MM: The place is a contributary, I have to get out of Queenstown to make another restart in my life.
BM: True, but it wont solve anything if you dont change
MM: I'm well aware of that.
BM: Good, but saying and doing are two different things.
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See. It's official, I'm mentally challenged :)
Blonde Me = BM
Me Me = MM
MM: I can't understand why everything pisses me off so easily
BM: It's because you can't help letting everything get to you
MM: I do not!
BM: You basically live life a day at a time and don't care what happens later on down the line. You've almost put yourself in the shit on several occasions because of it and then look for anything else but yourself to blame it on.
MM: Uh, right, whatever
BM: My case and point exactly, when you're told the truth you don't want to hear, you just ignore it.
MM: I know i've done things I never really thought long and hard about, but i dont regret any of it
BM: I suppose thats one thing you do have on your side, the attribute of resilience, but one day you'll run yourself to the point where you cant be bothered fighting it all and just give up
MM: And?
BM: By the time you realise it'll all be too late
MM: Gee thanks for sharing that
BM: *laughs* You think I'm having you on don't you?
MM: Yes and no. You're telling me something I already know. I know I can drive myself to the point of giving up, but I'm far from it at the moment.
BM: That's crap, you're so close it scares you, thats why you feel you have to get out of Queenstown, you feel that its the place rather than the person causing all the problems.
MM: The place is a contributary, I have to get out of Queenstown to make another restart in my life.
BM: True, but it wont solve anything if you dont change
MM: I'm well aware of that.
BM: Good, but saying and doing are two different things.
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See. It's official, I'm mentally challenged :)