born to overcome
work work work work work. forever.
when im there i feel like i’m not even at work. like i'm at home. because im there so much.
things are not good lately.
at all.
serious troubles with me and my best friend.
i wish i knew what was going on with him.
valentines day made me realize how i don’t have a life. i didn't even know it was valentines day. someone mentioned it at work, and then i just worked until they made me leave so i wouldn’t have to see people together. i wish i had of had someone to pamper and do stuff for. someone should just let me put flowers all over there house or something just so i can get it out of my system.
yeah it wasn’t awesome. 12 hours is all i can stay before they tell me i have to leave. it doesn’t even bother me, i feel like i have nothing to look forward to anymore. i just want to record. so bad. which is why i stay at work for so long. i can't care. i think even if our band is crappy we can get somewhere off of pure dedication and hard work. hopefully. and after i get this cd pressed and all that fancy garbage we will tour forever, or until we die, or until enough people know about us to where we have to get somewhere.
i wish things weren’t so complex and everything in the world didn't cost so much money.
i wish i had people helping me.
i can't care.
i think my coworkers think i’m a raging cocaine addict that works retartedly long shifts to feed his drug addiction. i work front counter a lot now, so i get to talk to people and be really nice to the old ladies. i dont know why but i feel real good when i'm overly nice to the old people. or any people for that matter.
i saw the passion of christ the other day. i liked it. it was how i imagined about. some of it was really drawn out. crazily violent. no one wants to see a man get beat as much as it happens in the movie. i guess that's how they wanted to portray it. in the movie jesus' character is so modest and honest. he cares nothing about proving anyone wrong or making people like him or anything like that. i wish i could be more like that. people are just laughing at him beating him severely and he just says "please forgive them father they do not know." jesus or not that's admirable. it's kinda similar to the way spider man acted. if you go see it bring your tissues. there are parts in it that made me want to hug my mom. it was the most packed i have ever seen the theater.
i’m tireeeed.
stressfull days at the studio.
it's so fun.
heh cheesy pic.
anyway i hope everyone is doing awesome.
have a great night.
when im there i feel like i’m not even at work. like i'm at home. because im there so much.
things are not good lately.
at all.
serious troubles with me and my best friend.
i wish i knew what was going on with him.
valentines day made me realize how i don’t have a life. i didn't even know it was valentines day. someone mentioned it at work, and then i just worked until they made me leave so i wouldn’t have to see people together. i wish i had of had someone to pamper and do stuff for. someone should just let me put flowers all over there house or something just so i can get it out of my system.
yeah it wasn’t awesome. 12 hours is all i can stay before they tell me i have to leave. it doesn’t even bother me, i feel like i have nothing to look forward to anymore. i just want to record. so bad. which is why i stay at work for so long. i can't care. i think even if our band is crappy we can get somewhere off of pure dedication and hard work. hopefully. and after i get this cd pressed and all that fancy garbage we will tour forever, or until we die, or until enough people know about us to where we have to get somewhere.
i wish things weren’t so complex and everything in the world didn't cost so much money.
i wish i had people helping me.
i can't care.
i think my coworkers think i’m a raging cocaine addict that works retartedly long shifts to feed his drug addiction. i work front counter a lot now, so i get to talk to people and be really nice to the old ladies. i dont know why but i feel real good when i'm overly nice to the old people. or any people for that matter.
i saw the passion of christ the other day. i liked it. it was how i imagined about. some of it was really drawn out. crazily violent. no one wants to see a man get beat as much as it happens in the movie. i guess that's how they wanted to portray it. in the movie jesus' character is so modest and honest. he cares nothing about proving anyone wrong or making people like him or anything like that. i wish i could be more like that. people are just laughing at him beating him severely and he just says "please forgive them father they do not know." jesus or not that's admirable. it's kinda similar to the way spider man acted. if you go see it bring your tissues. there are parts in it that made me want to hug my mom. it was the most packed i have ever seen the theater.
i’m tireeeed.
stressfull days at the studio.
it's so fun.
heh cheesy pic.
anyway i hope everyone is doing awesome.
have a great night.