May 30, 2005 17:47
i had a lot of fun this weekend. with all the not sleeping and being with friends. i wish i didn't have to go back to school tomorrow. i also wish that research paper wasn't due on wednesday b/c i haven't started it yet. damn.
maybe it's just the horrible weather and my lack of sleep, but i've been feeling kind of down. i mean i had fun all weekend, but there is just that nagging feeling of BLEH. i should be used to not getting anything i want, but i've never wanted anything like this before. whatever.
anywho, i can't stop listening to the new relient k cd. i know they are a christian rock band, but the music is so GOOD. they are playing the same night as mustard plug. i'd really like to go see them, but i know i'd have more fun at mustard plug with you guys. it is the same deal as 2 years ago when i could have saw soco, but skalloween was the same night. maybe relient k will come around again two years from now like soco did.
we were talkin' together
i said "what's up with this weather?"
don't know whether or not
how sad i just got
was of my own volition
or if i'm just missin' the sun.
and tomorrow, i know
will be rainy at best
and the forcast, i know
is that i'll be depressed
but i'll wait outside,
hoping that i'll catch sight of the sun.
because on, and off,
the clouds have fought
for control over the sky.
and lately the weather
has been so bi-polar and
consequently so have i.