It could be time..
Steph has been talking me into getting into a Journal again. I think I might just take her up on her request.
My life. Hrm... life. Well its defiantly not a normal one. But its not too far out into no mans land. I'm now a 24 year old single mother. And I honestly love and appreciate my life more now then ever. Are there things I wish I could change? Of course! No doubt, but over the past 4 months i've discovered this strong, no bullshit, amazing women within me that is just bursting with just happiness. Honestly, nothing can bring me down in my opinion. I can over come any obstacle placed in my path with a big fucking grin on my face cause I am that stong. I am in that much control of my existence. I make up the rules.
I'm by no means a totally different person, if anything i'm exactly who I was 7 years ago minus the fear. I'm not afraid of anything (except for spiders, that stays) Nothing. Why should I be? Fear only holds us back from the things that we desire so much in our life that we're AFRAID to get it. Maybe its the thought of failure, or just the over bearing need to be in your safe zone and never stray. Thats not me. I have no safe zone, I don't need one. Everyday my life moves forward, and so do I. I'll never let it get the best of me. I'll only think about the good things and just keep my eyes straight forward on my goals and dreams.
To say the least, i'm ready to live.
My life. Hrm... life. Well its defiantly not a normal one. But its not too far out into no mans land. I'm now a 24 year old single mother. And I honestly love and appreciate my life more now then ever. Are there things I wish I could change? Of course! No doubt, but over the past 4 months i've discovered this strong, no bullshit, amazing women within me that is just bursting with just happiness. Honestly, nothing can bring me down in my opinion. I can over come any obstacle placed in my path with a big fucking grin on my face cause I am that stong. I am in that much control of my existence. I make up the rules.
I'm by no means a totally different person, if anything i'm exactly who I was 7 years ago minus the fear. I'm not afraid of anything (except for spiders, that stays) Nothing. Why should I be? Fear only holds us back from the things that we desire so much in our life that we're AFRAID to get it. Maybe its the thought of failure, or just the over bearing need to be in your safe zone and never stray. Thats not me. I have no safe zone, I don't need one. Everyday my life moves forward, and so do I. I'll never let it get the best of me. I'll only think about the good things and just keep my eyes straight forward on my goals and dreams.
To say the least, i'm ready to live.