long days. longer nights.

Feb 27, 2008 20:01

this winter is really sapping the very life out of me.

migraines aren't helping but i'm not entirely convinced the cold and dreary isn't contributing to them.

imtrex i think will not be working for me. it kinda kills the headaches but i think i have a new side effect from it. kinda a form of mus cle weakness. i will an extremity to do something and it doesn't want to or it does it weakly or protests.

since i've never had this in conjunction with a migraine before and as the imitrex hs faded, so has the sensation, i think i'm done with the imitrex. i might try it again once more after at least a week has passed but for the most part i'm sticking with excedrin migraine which has given me no problems whatsoever. the imitrex is faster, but given that migraine + muscle weakness piped into google comes up with only bad things, i don't think i'm gonna risk it.

kinda glum on top of it all as well. don't have much really going in my direction lately and i've realized yet again that my net energy flow has been more out than in. got a few good snuggles in over the weekend, and a likelihood of more this weekend as i plan on kidnapping ashley again for a bit but still feeling overall disconnectedand alone. i know i'm loved and appreciated... but there are times like now when it's more of an academic cocept than is fair to those who care or to me who doubts because it's not concrete enough.

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