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GOOD MORNING NEVER-NEVERLAND!!!
A few things that are erkin' me right now:
Paul's mother's reaction to Paul telling her not to go cartoon crazy with the clothes she's buying our son.
BASICally she said,"Well too bad, she'll get what we get her!" which has led me to make the awful desicion of giving everything I don't like away to others and never even pleasing her with putting them on him just for her to see...In my opinion, if she isn't even willing to listen to our requests, I have no reason to be willing to compromise and pretend to like things. She had five kids she got to dress to her liking, it's my turn.
Paul weasling his way out of finishing our photoshoot yester-evening. It has been a trend lately for him to pick up his camera all smiling and inspired to snap shots of me when I am grimy and grumpy. I am not down with that. Those are not the sort of photos I want...I mean, that's fine and all, but I want some nice photos of me happy and pretty and ladidadi. Whenever he has told me we are going to shoot so I should clean myself up, he has conveniently forgotten. I don't know...it's just one of those little nuisances...yesterday he wanted me to rub his temples before we shot. So I gave him a really thorough shoulder/neck/ head massage [mind you no one is around to give my pregnant body massages] it was nice becasue I could tell he needed it, and he really enjoyed it...BUT afterward he just sat in front of the computer while I sat quietly waiting for him to say let's go. Which didn't happen until I was completely exhausted and grumpy....
The weather going back to its frightful ways. I know it's entirely unrealistic for me to have expected the 50 degree weather to stick around long, but I was reeeally hoping this whole solar cycle 24 thing was gonna make a miracle spring for me to enjoy. I am getting really bogged down by the cold, dark, icy outside. I cannot stand being cooped up, but also cannot stand the dispicable chill, wind, and constant oh shit im about to fall on my assness that going outside entails.
People disturbing my delightful dreams. Paul didn't wake up to his alarm clock on his phone [probably because he went to bed at like 5pm instead of 11 am] and so we were instead woken up to his parents banging on the floor above us to get him up...it's great that they are being consciensious enough to try and wake him up when they know he's late. But come on people...walk down the fucking stairs and knock on our door!!! I was having really great dreams about making out with cute girls and other adorable crazy stuff that I cannot recall because you so rudely ripped me from my slumber. FUCK.
A few things that are erkin' me right now:
BASICally she said,"Well too bad, she'll get what we get her!" which has led me to make the awful desicion of giving everything I don't like away to others and never even pleasing her with putting them on him just for her to see...In my opinion, if she isn't even willing to listen to our requests, I have no reason to be willing to compromise and pretend to like things. She had five kids she got to dress to her liking, it's my turn.