Dec 09, 2005 08:00
Me: SLUT
JIM: did that serve a purpose?
ME: WELL U IMED ME BAC SO I GUESS IT DID. DO U LIKE HATE ME NOW?
JIM: NOPE
ME: K SEEMS LIKE U DO
JIM: JUST THINK UR SELFISH FOR THINKING THAT I EVER LED U ON AND THEN U DID SOMETHING ABOUT IT
ME: HOWS THAT SELFISH?
JIM: CUZ IT WASNT TRUE AND I KNEW ABOUT IT AND YOU STILL KEPT UP WITH IT
ME: ATLEAST WHEN U THOUGHT I WAS MOVING U TALKED TO ME
JIM: THATS CUZ B4 I HEARD THAT U DIDNT LIKE ME CUZ I LED U ON. THEN U DID THIS 2 PROVE U REALLY DID THINK THAT SO I WAS LIKE HA DONT TALK TO ME THEN CUZ I NEVER DID I COULD HAVE SEEN I SAID I LIKED U OR IF I KISSED U
ME: I WAS KINDA ANGRY BOUT IT BUT I NEVER DISLIKED U WUT REALLY UPSET ME IS THAT WE WENT FROM BEING REALLY CLOSE AND TALKING ALL THE TIME TO THIS...
JIM: CUZ I FOUND OUT U SAID I LED U ON AND I DIDNT
ME: AHH OMG WELL TO ME IT FELT LIKE U HAD... JUST DROP THE SUBJECT IT WAS AMILLION MONTHS AGO ALL I WANT IS MY GOOD FRIEND BACK CUZ IT REALLY SUCKS WITHOUT U AROUND
JIM: YEAH ITS HARD TO FORGET WHEN ONE OF UR SUPPOSED FRIENDS DOES THAT
ME: IM OVER EVERYTHING SO W.E IF U REALLY WANNA HOLD THIS AGANST ME THAN GO AHEAD.. KEEP TRYING TO BE ME ITS AMUZING
JIM: Y R U ARGUING AND BEING SARCASTIC WITH IT
ME: CUZ IM AGRIVATED NOW
JIM: U SHOULDVE THOUGHT ABOUT THAT B4 DOING SOMETHING ABOUT COMPLETELY WRONG THOUGHTS U HAD IN THE 1ST PLACE
ME: WELL SRRY ITS NOT MY FAULT I LIKED U AND I THOUGHT U ATLEAT WHERE INTERESTED IN ME A LIL BIT
JIM: I WAS.. HONESTLY... BUT JUST THINKING ABOUT HOW DEPRESSED U WERE AND ALL THE DRUGS AND SHYT U GOT INVOLVED IN.. IT WOULD OF HAD A NEGATIVE EFFECT ON ME
ME: THATS UNDERSTANDABLE BUT U SHOULD OF TOLD ME THAT WHEN SHYT WAS GOING ON AND WELL WE WOULDNT BE IN THIS MESS NOW, ONE THING I THINK U NEVER REALIZED IS THAT I WAS NEVER DEPRESSED WHEN I WAS AROUND U... BEING AROUND U MADE ME HAPPY
JIM: OH, NO... I DID.. BUT JUST THINKING ABOUT THOSE THOUGHTS MADE ME LIKE U LESS AND LESS.. AND TALKING ABOUT IT NOW WONT HELP I'M DONE