cutie hotpants
been bored out of my mind this weekend .... dave thought it would be cool to give me sat and sun off ... and it sounded cool ... but then i realized that it didn't matter cause i don't really have anywhere to go .... i finally got my bk shelves from my parents house so i can pull all of my papers out of boxes .... its kinda funny how i bitched about everything being gone .. but i realized as i was sorting through all of that shit that everything that really means anything to me isn't worth a penny anywhere else ... so i still have my writing and the books that i love.... im still sad about my movies though ... what else? ... oh yeah, i used to always joke about this guy that works a racetrac ... my sister and i would always call him cutie hotpants (for obvious reasons) but we'd never been there at the same time to be sure we were talking about the same person.... so thur night we stop to get gas and he's working ... we were talking about the same guy .... we joked for a while about who could have him, being typical girls ... but then my sister said he'd prob get along better with me and that i should ask him for his number ... i didn't and when we got back to the apt, rachel told me that she was tired of me moping around, shoved her keys in my hand and told me to go ask him out ... told me it'd make me feel better... so i did ... his name's Roney (short o) and he came over and hung out with me on Fri night ... that was cool ... he's more of a goober than i am ... Rachel was right .. it did feel good to hang out with somebody ... just joke and laugh for a few hours ... i felt like me again