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In the back of my mind I still feel like they are all going to show up. I feel like it's this big plot. Haha, joke is on Jes! But I know that's not the case. I'll be ok. It's not so 'determental' like I've been thinking. Thanksgiving will just be another ordinary day. I am not spending it alone. I'm going over to Lesile's, and we are gonna do that tape for BCM with some other BCMers. AND I'm going to volunteer at a shelter. It'll be alright. Really. I know it.
This is just the first Thanksgiving that I won't be able to go to Grandma Barbara's grave....
And the first Thanksgiving without Nanny...
I deserve to watch the Golden Girls DVD. I am off....reminsicing the good times with my grandmas!
This is just the first Thanksgiving that I won't be able to go to Grandma Barbara's grave....
And the first Thanksgiving without Nanny...
I deserve to watch the Golden Girls DVD. I am off....reminsicing the good times with my grandmas!