its been a while
well its been a while since i last entered one of these things and i guess there is a lot to talk about but since most of you dont even read my shit i wont even bother explaining all of it.....prom was on friday and in the beginning i was having a really good time.....got to see everyone partied you know the usual....but then the limo ride back....o my shit what the hell went on there.....i dont mind that i had to help someone but the feeling when everyone is starting to pass out and shit and your one of the only survivors feels weird.....then afterwards i hungout with JJ and the mixture of weed and alcohol and jealousy does not play well....i didnt do anything ridiculously stupid.....but i was thinking of some stupid shit....the best part of the night was when the cop rolled by JJ's as i was enjoying my balck and mild and stopped and talked to me and told me to get JJ.....i was ready for the drunk tank that night it was better then anything else that happened.....then nick brokaw (props nick thanks for getting me out) took me to my car in serra retreat and i jsut drove home.....that was nice too....i enjoy these early morning wake ups and just thinking about what i should have done or how i can react to a situation next time if it happens and it will....and i jsut realized that people can tell you do something or not to do something but the ultimate decision is gonna come down to me and im gonna do what i want as selfish as that sounds unless i find something a little more serious then a friend....or an experience that will stop me...lets hope the experience doesnt happen cause that shit cant be fun....but i am toning myself down from all the partying and what not....the smoking is gonna stop...and the drinking well the drinking will tone down too...yah ok.....ahahahahahaha.........