Aug 10, 2005 00:42
everything has been sooooooooooooooo awesome lately!!
Nothing really going wrong. I'm getting back on track to going to college and getting my financial aid all ready cuz they have been making me go crazy!!
i've been denied aid about 4 times already and they complicate it more and more each time. Its pissing me off but i'm finally on track to getting it.
My family can't support me in college so i need a job or i can just cut back on the spending majorrrrrrr
or i can get a job and spend that money!! haha that sounds about perfect.
Boys wise i'm in paradise. I like one right now...actually i'm almost in love haha he's perfect in every way (except a few faults ;) ) and me and him are working out pretty good
i realized that i have no fucking clue as to what i want in a boy. I want a boy but at the same time i don't and i'm just a lil 18 year old boy who got overwhelmed with a whole buncha new experiences by coming out and going out to the bars and changing my lifestyle and the ppl i talk to.
i need to calm it down and just focuse on schooling now.
I got my belly button pierced. it looks really really good and i'm in love with it.
its really girly to get a belly piercing but it looks fucking HaWt on me so it doesn't matter hehe
Tonight i wanna hang out with an old friend that i miss :)
i'm so bored right now.
My house has been fucking crazy cuz my aunt and my grandma are both here and its been a full scale world war cuz my aunt (mom's sister) don't like my grandma (dad's mother) and it goes vice versa. so they fight all the time and my parents are on the verge of a divorce. hey its good 4 me cuz this takes the attention off of me for a hot second.
Anywyas usher is calling me so i can dance in the nude to his Yeah song....good bye loves