wraggly faggle
so the start of school is always a difficult transition.. or at least it is for most. mine's alright. i dont exactly like the line up of my classes this year, but hey ya win some you lose some. at first i wasnt quite sure i wanted a study. but now im kinda glad i have it. i get to work on hw and lighten my load, accomplish hw i couldnt do the previous night, or catch up on some sleep. im also in AP US history which came as a surprise, but i must say i quite enjoy it, and having Mr Angell as my teacher makes it all the better. i did however miss monday,tuesday, and half of wednesday due to illness. but im catching up quick, so all is good. last nite was the first home game for our football team. boy did we dominate. we played the team with the best reputation for 2006 in western mass. and we beat them by a mile. i quite enjoyed that victory. then i went to kellys house and we had a marvelous time taking the goofiest pictures imaginable. && if all goes right, aarons coming over tomorrow and we're hitting up the park and then coming back to my house and making dinner and dessert so that should be fun seeing as he loves to cook.
im finally gettin my social life back on track. or how the illusion looks now. ill take it as i come i guess, but im happy in that aspect at the present time.
my home life however is deteriorating, i wake up hating to know that i havta be here. i have two other options, i dont wanna speak of one and the other is to move in with my father in oklahoma which im leaning towards. ireally would rather not go, but the current "situation" puts me in a bad place, and i would rather grow up happy at home. the hardest thing about leaving would havta be leaving my life, my friends, my family, and jus me. westfield is a part of me, no matter how much i hate it, its me. its molded me into wat i have become today, and so have the ppl in my life. leaving kelly, aaron, all of u would havta be one of the hardest things i might havta experience in my life. or at least teenage years. but its a decision i havta think about, which would be best for me. to stay or to go? it puzzles me, both would be hard. no one can make the decision for me i understand, but in this case id rather be told wat to do :[ altho i cant ask much of ppl. its pretty rude. anyways, i havnt updated this in like forever with like anything thats going on in my life, so i figured id take a moment and write a few words. and i actually feel better. so if u read the entire thing... thank you for your time.
im finally gettin my social life back on track. or how the illusion looks now. ill take it as i come i guess, but im happy in that aspect at the present time.
my home life however is deteriorating, i wake up hating to know that i havta be here. i have two other options, i dont wanna speak of one and the other is to move in with my father in oklahoma which im leaning towards. ireally would rather not go, but the current "situation" puts me in a bad place, and i would rather grow up happy at home. the hardest thing about leaving would havta be leaving my life, my friends, my family, and jus me. westfield is a part of me, no matter how much i hate it, its me. its molded me into wat i have become today, and so have the ppl in my life. leaving kelly, aaron, all of u would havta be one of the hardest things i might havta experience in my life. or at least teenage years. but its a decision i havta think about, which would be best for me. to stay or to go? it puzzles me, both would be hard. no one can make the decision for me i understand, but in this case id rather be told wat to do :[ altho i cant ask much of ppl. its pretty rude. anyways, i havnt updated this in like forever with like anything thats going on in my life, so i figured id take a moment and write a few words. and i actually feel better. so if u read the entire thing... thank you for your time.