5 Years Later... note to self
5 years later.... now that's what I call DeJa Vu!
An update... Aunts, Dad and Sifus have all gone, either passed or moved to another country. I still hassle my sister though. And of course I still have a shrink (a new one, the old one was suspended for getting naked with a patient).
Aaron. It appears you are writing this for yourself... for when you occasionally check in every few years... a time capsule... so... you are now 39 (worried about 40). You are still an anxious neurotic but much less so. You are starting to settle thanks to the idea that you may have found your profession (stand up comic). What you need to do is commit to it and give it your all. At the moment you seem unable, for example, to spend enough time writing and memorising. The universe is making this reasonably easy for you...don't mess it up. Find it in yourself to be with it.
An update... Aunts, Dad and Sifus have all gone, either passed or moved to another country. I still hassle my sister though. And of course I still have a shrink (a new one, the old one was suspended for getting naked with a patient).
Aaron. It appears you are writing this for yourself... for when you occasionally check in every few years... a time capsule... so... you are now 39 (worried about 40). You are still an anxious neurotic but much less so. You are starting to settle thanks to the idea that you may have found your profession (stand up comic). What you need to do is commit to it and give it your all. At the moment you seem unable, for example, to spend enough time writing and memorising. The universe is making this reasonably easy for you...don't mess it up. Find it in yourself to be with it.