Jul 20, 2007 15:43
Ah. I just woke up and its 3:44 right now. My body hurts from too much sleeping. But it's okay cause I needed all that extra sleep. I flipped out on the owner and my manager yesterday at work. Almost getting fired. The owner came to me and said " I don't need your attitude, in which I replied, "I wasn't talking to you" and then it just went on for awhile while the whole shop watched me turn into a complete bitch. the owner ended her speech with, "if you dont like it, go get another job" in which I replied, "MAYBE I WILL" Then I shook out of anger for about 5 minutes and then went to talk to Charlie about what happened and he suggested I go and apologize. I didn't want to at all but he said I should just to secure my job. So I did, I said "Mary and pam, Im sorry for losing my temper, I lost control" they said Thank you and then my mom was working with Pam and she said after I left Pam stated she understands that Im still young and unable to control myself. PHEWWWWWWWWW.
I havn't taken my medicine in over a week. Plus I just got my period and was on an emotional rollercoaster.
Everything is fine, I just need to stay on the meds and it'll be all good.
This weekend, Matt, Jim, and I are going to hand in our applications for the apartment. YAY.
*YAWN* mmm my back is killing me, and my spine. Muscle relaxer? Please? Thank you.
OH and I'm currently beginning to study cosmetology thanks to Gwen for helping me by sending me her textbooks. Im more than excited to use my brain for education. EVEN if im not enrolled in school....When I do get enrolled, I'll fucking pass every test because I will know everything before any of the other noobs I go to school with. OOOO yea. Then maybe Gwen and I can open our own personal salon in the future and rule Philadelphia. That's just my dream.
I don't want to grow up and have some super high class job. That's not me. I don't have the $$$ to go the distance. We'll see what happens with my future.
I downloaded and watched 1408 last night :-P