Finally settling down

Aug 29, 2006 14:56

I know its been a while since I last posted on here. I think that the last time I posted I was saying how distracted and out of sorts I was feeling. Well, I had been feeling kind of like that for a while, but my mood has lifted a bit.
Grady, I have realized since my last post, is a Jerk with a capital J. He told me that he needed $500 from me to cover my half of the room for Indy. Bull. The front desk guy at the Westin told me that the AIC was picking up the tab. Grady claims that the AIC was only paying for HIS half. I am not sure who to believe. I thought that if he were that mad about it, that I could just mail him the money and just be done with him. I am deleting him from my cell phone chip and that should bring some closure. I guess I just fell for his tricks. I know that before Indy he would always call me Babe and it sounded like he cared in a special way. Boy was I mistaken!! I know its the oldest story, why do fools fall in love, or at least get so infatuated they dont know what to do!
I think I have taken some control of my life. I signed up for a speed dating event to take place October 7, and I have put a profile on cupid.com and on catholic match.com. I don't know if it will help but couldn't hurt I guess!
I had one post in which one guy sent me a virtual rose and told me that I had an interesting profile. I think he was just after my goodies, cause we had nothing at all in common and he right off the bat asked a lot of personal questions.
Made me uncomfortable!
Anyway, I did get hold of Rick L the lead of FRED and he heard of my misfortune with Grady, cause he asked how it went (and I knew he would ask me bout Grady) and he is encouraging me to just move on which I plan to do!
It just feels like the second time in 6 months that I felt my heart got mangled.
I am reasonably ok, and I should be once the Friend leaves me.
Anyaway, gotta fly! Almost time for me to go home!
Later
Cindy
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