Life is stinkin' funny
I just can't believe all that I have learned, both personally and musically since going to Mens Intl in Indy the beginning of this month. Now it is the last day of July. Where to start?
Well, I think I made an absolute ass of myself at the Mens Intl thinking that Grady was interested in me. No chemistry really ever happened. I don't think anything major had happened with Bill either. I should probably not have roomed with Grady in Indy, as all he ever wanted was SEX. Thats the last time I will try that ever again. BUT he was also sending me mixed messages! He had called me Babe and had even given me a stuffed animal last Christmas. What am I supposed to think? Now his attitude towards me has completely changed since we have all been back home from Indy. He is extrodinarilly busy and he never seems to have time for me. I suppose he is just sore that he got a no answer from me bout the sex. I am not going to call him for a Looooong while, or even IM him. Bill now is very nice. I figured it out that he was not really looking at me as a significant other, but he is still really nice to me. He and I talked on the phone last night, and he promised to call again Wednesday.
I know that I have been feeling lonely and distracted since getting back from Indy. You know I had all that wonderful interaction, and now to come back to my lonely life here in MN. I especially took to Jared C. the tenor of my favorite barbershop group. He really doted on me that week!
I think part of the problem is that nothing happened between me and Grady as I expected. I was a fool. I know that now. And now not having Wally into my life is bothering me now that I am back from Indy.
I suppose I will get over it soon enough. Our chorus performing should cure that!
More later!
Cindy
Well, I think I made an absolute ass of myself at the Mens Intl thinking that Grady was interested in me. No chemistry really ever happened. I don't think anything major had happened with Bill either. I should probably not have roomed with Grady in Indy, as all he ever wanted was SEX. Thats the last time I will try that ever again. BUT he was also sending me mixed messages! He had called me Babe and had even given me a stuffed animal last Christmas. What am I supposed to think? Now his attitude towards me has completely changed since we have all been back home from Indy. He is extrodinarilly busy and he never seems to have time for me. I suppose he is just sore that he got a no answer from me bout the sex. I am not going to call him for a Looooong while, or even IM him. Bill now is very nice. I figured it out that he was not really looking at me as a significant other, but he is still really nice to me. He and I talked on the phone last night, and he promised to call again Wednesday.
I know that I have been feeling lonely and distracted since getting back from Indy. You know I had all that wonderful interaction, and now to come back to my lonely life here in MN. I especially took to Jared C. the tenor of my favorite barbershop group. He really doted on me that week!
I think part of the problem is that nothing happened between me and Grady as I expected. I was a fool. I know that now. And now not having Wally into my life is bothering me now that I am back from Indy.
I suppose I will get over it soon enough. Our chorus performing should cure that!
More later!
Cindy