all quiet on the front

Jun 05, 2006 18:50

Yes I did get the chance to use my rescue inhaler
for the first time last Tuesday,no it did not kill me
and I was suprised at how much it opened my chest.
Only thing it did to me that was bad was that my fingers shook as if I had Parkinsons and my heart raced as if I had just run the Boston Marathon. That only lasted an hour or so though.
I guess I need to take a stand once in a while. My mom says that it is more dangerous not to use it once in a while. If I had a paralyzed diaphragm I would be dead.
I sure hope that I can get the time off to go to the Mens Intl contest in Indy. The week I need is from July 3-July 9. I dont really anticipate a problem, and I know the campus should be closed on July 4. I bet there will be folks not even coming in for the 3rd.
It is extremely important to me that I be able to make it there. I want to see if either Grady or Bill is my destiny. What if they are? I am so tired of living alone, and afraid that I will be alone all the rest of my life.
I know my parents at least my mom wants grandchildren. Who can blame them?
Anyway, I sure do wish to find that kind of happiness. I guess though that your destiny can be your doom. And you cant divorce yourself! Talk later!
Cindy
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