lief is like a rooler coaster: you come up then go down wya farthr
ok so ive been having these problems that i wanna talk about so i gonna post in my LJ ok?
see i have ot be honest and say that i dont actually love sailor neptune (ohnos!) i just really think she is cute and all but i realize she's just a cartoon and everything. i found this out cuz i have a friend who went to japan and yeah he said that the sailor scouts didn't exist at all! Wowowow i was so upset i had to go scream at the top of my lungs everything was just so bottled up inside me :o(
so yeah then at my school there was this big dance that i wanted to go to but I didn't know who to ask because no one cares about me not even my parents and all. so finally i decided to ask this one girl who i kinda like cuz we like talked once and stuff so it was all neat and she was all ooh lets go it will be fun! people are so fake i hate it!!!!
so we went and it was all fun and shit i was all dancin cuz at goth clubs we learn how to dance real cool like and i was rockin and she was all very whatever im having fun but she totally wasent!! peopel are so fake it makes me want to scream!
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
ahh that feels bettar. so i got finished there and we went back home and she was all oooh i had fun but i knew the truth!! she didnt have fun at all that big faker! and to make it worse i kinda like her and everythting but she totally doesnt like me its very sad just like everyone else she dosent even care :o((
but i care!! i wrote a poem!
Hair flowing
Black like life
Dress twirling
Like the downward spirial of my heart
Feeling something
Good
See its very different than my other poems becuase my other poems were all dark and stuff but this one focuses on the good parts of life it makes me want to live again1!
*sigh* love is so hard espcially whne its unrequired love.
see i have ot be honest and say that i dont actually love sailor neptune (ohnos!) i just really think she is cute and all but i realize she's just a cartoon and everything. i found this out cuz i have a friend who went to japan and yeah he said that the sailor scouts didn't exist at all! Wowowow i was so upset i had to go scream at the top of my lungs everything was just so bottled up inside me :o(
so yeah then at my school there was this big dance that i wanted to go to but I didn't know who to ask because no one cares about me not even my parents and all. so finally i decided to ask this one girl who i kinda like cuz we like talked once and stuff so it was all neat and she was all ooh lets go it will be fun! people are so fake i hate it!!!!
so we went and it was all fun and shit i was all dancin cuz at goth clubs we learn how to dance real cool like and i was rockin and she was all very whatever im having fun but she totally wasent!! peopel are so fake it makes me want to scream!
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
ahh that feels bettar. so i got finished there and we went back home and she was all oooh i had fun but i knew the truth!! she didnt have fun at all that big faker! and to make it worse i kinda like her and everythting but she totally doesnt like me its very sad just like everyone else she dosent even care :o((
but i care!! i wrote a poem!
Hair flowing
Black like life
Dress twirling
Like the downward spirial of my heart
Feeling something
Good
See its very different than my other poems becuase my other poems were all dark and stuff but this one focuses on the good parts of life it makes me want to live again1!
*sigh* love is so hard espcially whne its unrequired love.