Alone...
So I am alone once more... Everytime I fall in love, or even start to grow attached to someone, I seem to lose them... It's as if my love isn't good enough and they leave me. I should be used to this... But it doesn't mean I don't like it at all...
I've been keeping busy all week last week because I didn't want to sit around wondering why Eric left me. Why he decided he broke up with me... I helped my dad move his business from one location to the other... It was nice being able to do something helpful for once... For once I was able to make someone happy with me... Even if it was making myself completely overtired from working so hard... I didn't mind the overworking myself all that much... It actually helped me sleep at night without having to think about what happened... It's been a week now since Eric broke up with me and it still hurts... I do not know why he did so... I just don't want to be alone anymore... I want someone to make me feel wanted and loved... I at least want to know what had went wrong to make him feel like we needed to break up... :'(
That's all for now... I guess I'll go do some laundry, just to keep busy and maybe go see a movie on my own...
I've been keeping busy all week last week because I didn't want to sit around wondering why Eric left me. Why he decided he broke up with me... I helped my dad move his business from one location to the other... It was nice being able to do something helpful for once... For once I was able to make someone happy with me... Even if it was making myself completely overtired from working so hard... I didn't mind the overworking myself all that much... It actually helped me sleep at night without having to think about what happened... It's been a week now since Eric broke up with me and it still hurts... I do not know why he did so... I just don't want to be alone anymore... I want someone to make me feel wanted and loved... I at least want to know what had went wrong to make him feel like we needed to break up... :'(
That's all for now... I guess I'll go do some laundry, just to keep busy and maybe go see a movie on my own...