Sep 13, 2004 15:14
It wasnt supposed to happen like this, it wasnt supposed to be me at that time then and there...she lured me in and i saw oppertunity, she knew i wanted it and she knew i had been waiting for it and i could tell she wanted it too...The first kiss was just protocol after that a man like me and a girl lik her knew what to do with our bodies...she reached down for my penis while i carressed her body ending up with my fingers inside of her delicate walls then i slammed her against the wall just the way she liked it and tossed her legs up as i prepared to pound away admist our love affiar...it wudnt be there as we were interupted be students rushing into the staircase and we had to cut it short...but it wouldnt be till that afternoon when i finally layed her down right and it wouldnt be the last...why would i do such a horrible thing? You Know Why.....more to come
Today was gay IVan is turning away so i still got school...worked out on upper body today and chilled for the rest...Pyschology provided some new insights into the behaviors of me and steph and our reletionship as well as my parents and past love affairs...the days not over but it might as well be...Margarie is distancing herself from me and i think its cuz of the class...o well all i wanted to do wit her was chill but she thinks differently...gotta call up Tiarra see whats goin on wit her and that girl from P.E. was hyper as fuck today but i focused on my workout...for now im just chillen im really tired waitin for stephs fone call and tyhen ill proly die..i havnt had sleep in 3 nights...everything is just coming to my brain and i cant calm down...also my uncle finally comin thru wit a car he say he got for me and im headed to miami for consecutive weeks and im a have some mad fun no matter who what where or when...pz 1
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"If it were that simple to see into you mind thoughts and comprehension...Why do we do the things we do?"