Aug 12, 2005 08:47
So I decided last night at the end of my training shift that it's time
to take a little trip up to Maryland. Mother is not doing so well at
all, so I definatly need to see her. Plus I could really use a small
road trip. For some reason it soothes me to drive long distances. So at
some point today I'll be heading up to Gaithersburg. There are a few
things here I have to take care of(shocking) and then I'm off. lol. I
pulled an all-nighter so this should be a fun drive. Those of you who
still read this and want to catch up with me give me a call. You know
my #. If not oh well.
Three sleepless nights This isn't how it's supposed to be But you're so
good at taking your time To get back to me I will wait for you forever
If you would just ask me I thought that I could change you But you
changed me It doesn't feel right Holding someone elses hand Together on
phone lines And living at two opposite ends It scares me to think that
you could find takers Other than me and better than me But your head is
elsewhere And I'm talking enough for both of us When will you see it's
not so easy for me You're careless and whispered Insulting and bruising
And I thought that you said Things were improving These laces are
untied But my feet are still walking away Away... I never thought that
You could say these words Is this really happening? [2] [Don't say...]
I never thought that You could say these words Is this really
happening? [Don't say that we can...] I never thought that You could
say these words Is this really happening? [Don't say that we can still
be...] I never thought that you could say these words Is this really
happening? [Don't say that we can still be friends] Erase my name from
this page How can you take all these days [What is inside me? What have
I done?] And throw them away [Is this the only way that you will notice
me?] As I sit here waiting for you [Dead words for closed ears all this
is sung] for you, for you I stay up nights [If you are still pretending
this is what's right] Until stars leave the sky [Why can't you look at
me can you only see] Knowing what my dreams can take away [Sides, your
side, can]
take away
Walk away from me This night is done