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My friend Alyssa has cancer again. All i've been able to do is cry pretty much. I know its a stomach cancer and its pretty bad. But the doctor said she knows she can get rid of it. I hope shes right. I've known Alyssa since i was 10 months old. Shes a real good friend. And i dont really want to loose her. But im not gonna think of the negatives. I gotta think of the positive, shes gonna make it again. I know she will, she has to. Shes too young not to. Im visiting her tomorrow and i will probably stay the whole day with her. She wants me too and i want to too. Ill bring games and magazines and stuff. We'll have fun i hope. i'll brina book for when she needs to rest, then i can read when shes sleeping. I dont want to leave her. I want to stay by her until she gets better. But i cant. But thats all i want. Man i wish i could drive i would go there right now. This sucks. She shouldnt have to deal with it agian. Its so unfair. Why?