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Is sleep the only time I'm ever going to stop feeling like crap and alone? No one but Josh, Katie, and Bethany are around now and getting any combination of us together is impossible, Katie's loopy from her teeth, my dear mother is getting clingy with the prospect of my heading off to college this fall, I have no other friends I can really talk to from my class, and I don't know if I can fall back to some of my theater friends because I don't know if I've been accepted into a show this summer or not. So, home life sucks, social life sucks, I have no hobbies I can do this summer (even my new comp can't replace that)...even work sucks, since I'm completely surrounded by middle-aged women who try to be friendly but can't help but remember that I'm the son of the boss. (I'm not meaning to insult Tari or anyone else here, and I really have nothing against middle-aged women; but when you're a teenaged guy spending 40 a week at a job where the only other male in sight is your father, you can't help but feel that you're positively drowning in hormones, and I'm not talking testosterone.)