why am i always the one left behind...
honestly everything is changing.
and i really cant handle it.
i feel like im being left behind everyone like i cant catch up, or things are moving too far out of reach and i cant even think anymore let alone find words.
surpizingly im writing this with ease.
like i really dont know how much longer i can keep pretending everything is all right.
i mean college is approaching so quickly and dont get me wrong im really excited to leave e.r. but it means all my senior friends from other schools are leaving too and im not going to see most of them ever again. and its just weird that people are moving on. some are engaged some are pregnant some are moving away others leaving for good. i just dont know how to handle all of this change at once.
i feel like im not changing at all, that im the same person stuck in this ever-lasting situation watching everything and everyone surpass me and i just cant go with the flow. i have lost all words. i can no longer elaborate on this
and i really cant handle it.
i feel like im being left behind everyone like i cant catch up, or things are moving too far out of reach and i cant even think anymore let alone find words.
surpizingly im writing this with ease.
like i really dont know how much longer i can keep pretending everything is all right.
i mean college is approaching so quickly and dont get me wrong im really excited to leave e.r. but it means all my senior friends from other schools are leaving too and im not going to see most of them ever again. and its just weird that people are moving on. some are engaged some are pregnant some are moving away others leaving for good. i just dont know how to handle all of this change at once.
i feel like im not changing at all, that im the same person stuck in this ever-lasting situation watching everything and everyone surpass me and i just cant go with the flow. i have lost all words. i can no longer elaborate on this