not directed at anyone.
wtf. i just don't give a damn anymore. i go through the motions, when it comes to school and that shit, but i despise school. people are so godamn fake and do everything for their college app. almost no one gives a shit about learning, growing, and living . people just sit there and are completely unconcerned. oh, and not to mention teachers drain any life out of the learning. i love how people always talk about how much they "hate this place" and then fail all their classes/ fuck themselves over. then people complain about their car, or their house, or their parents. GUESS WHAT. ALMOST EVERYONE HERE HAS A LOT TO BE THANKFUL FOR (ack, prep). whatever. it just pisses me off that people think that they can toss around people's emotions, act atrociously to a person, and still expect respect.
you know what? if you don't like me, or feel the need to delegate me to a lower position b/c i don't "fit the cool mold" , then GO FUCK YOURSELF. i am a loser, i like to read, draw, paint, sew...i like politics and stating my opinion. i like to sound intellectual sometimes. i would like to go to a good school so i can major in a subject that I WANT TO and BE ABLE TO GET A JOB. THIS is NOT a fucking perfect world. get over yourself and learn that.
our lives are so short that you can't spend a moment of it wasting time. so what if i enjoy what i do? is it your problem? NO. understand?
it also pisses me off that although i've been somewhat passionate about everything i do, gotten good grades, taken hard classes, and worked, i will not be able to get into the college of my choice, whether it be due to perfectionists, legacies, or athletes.
in our captalist society, people have become so motivated by greed that no one can see what is right or worng anymore. don't think that i'm now a socialist, however, even though i agree with most of the ideals. i think that in society's current state of mind, there is no perfect system of government. on this planet we are too concerned with rising to the top rather than helping create a better world. that's one of the reasons i would like to work for an international organization or gvmt. unfortunately, i will eventually go to UGA, get a degree in something banal like "business" and delve into the world of mediocrity.
so what if i don't smoke, drink, fuck myself over? i want to do something with my life. i don't want to waste it. i want to change my world, even though i'm pessimistic that i'll ever be able to.
go take your arrogant self and go drink a few more beers, harass a few more "losers", smoke some more pot, or simply act superior to all those around you. just because you can use a few "big" words in a sentence DOES NOT MEAN you are better than me.
and who says we have to RANK everything in our lives?
you know what? if you don't like me, or feel the need to delegate me to a lower position b/c i don't "fit the cool mold" , then GO FUCK YOURSELF. i am a loser, i like to read, draw, paint, sew...i like politics and stating my opinion. i like to sound intellectual sometimes. i would like to go to a good school so i can major in a subject that I WANT TO and BE ABLE TO GET A JOB. THIS is NOT a fucking perfect world. get over yourself and learn that.
our lives are so short that you can't spend a moment of it wasting time. so what if i enjoy what i do? is it your problem? NO. understand?
it also pisses me off that although i've been somewhat passionate about everything i do, gotten good grades, taken hard classes, and worked, i will not be able to get into the college of my choice, whether it be due to perfectionists, legacies, or athletes.
in our captalist society, people have become so motivated by greed that no one can see what is right or worng anymore. don't think that i'm now a socialist, however, even though i agree with most of the ideals. i think that in society's current state of mind, there is no perfect system of government. on this planet we are too concerned with rising to the top rather than helping create a better world. that's one of the reasons i would like to work for an international organization or gvmt. unfortunately, i will eventually go to UGA, get a degree in something banal like "business" and delve into the world of mediocrity.
so what if i don't smoke, drink, fuck myself over? i want to do something with my life. i don't want to waste it. i want to change my world, even though i'm pessimistic that i'll ever be able to.
go take your arrogant self and go drink a few more beers, harass a few more "losers", smoke some more pot, or simply act superior to all those around you. just because you can use a few "big" words in a sentence DOES NOT MEAN you are better than me.
and who says we have to RANK everything in our lives?