Sep 11, 2005 21:51
This is a kind of overdue end-of-summer entry. And a hey-senior-year entry.
Summer 05 was probably the best summer I've had in a while. I can only think of one other recent summer that may have rivaled this one in happiness, I don't know. Anyway from beginning to end, I loved this summer. Sure there was some drama but that's to be expected I guess. August was my favorite part of the summer. I got so close with 4 of the most amazing girls you'll ever meet. I've never felt so much like I belonged. And that makes me so so happy. I also started hanging out with the most random kids ever, and it's kinda sketchy but it's fun, I don't know.
Senior year, wow. I can't believe this is it. After this year life will be totally different. I realized that a few weeks ago, watching everyone say goodbye. We actually have to grow up this year. So far it's turning out to be a great year, even though we're only like 4 days in. My schedule's pretty good. The only thing that would make it better would be to have a class with BreeAnna, but we're together enough that it really doesn't matter that much.
I wish I had a boy. Most of my friends do and I'm not gonna lie, it makes me jealous. I'm sick of being alone, I was all summer, but I wanted that. Not anymore though. But there aren't even any possibilities.