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Dear Friends:
I really love how close I've gotten with you recently. We became friends so quickly, and I really love every moment I spend with you. You guys always give me something to look forward to. I already have amazing memories with you, more than with some people I've known for years. These recently formed friendships are so special to me, and I wouldn't trade them for the world.
However, I've felt myself changing in the past few days. I've become short-tempered and pretty much a bitch. There are a lot of reasons for this, some of which I don't even know. But I'm so sorry if this has affected our friendships. I know that especially tonight I lost control of my emotions and acted like an asshole. I've been sitting here thinking about this all night, and I really am sorry.
I'm going to change. At least I'm going to try. Because I'm really angry with myself. I think I'm going to start seeing someone again and see if that helps, as soon as I figure out how to talk to my parents about it. I'm not asking you for help. I'm not asking for anything. I just wanted you to know this.
Thanks.
<3, Jill
I really love how close I've gotten with you recently. We became friends so quickly, and I really love every moment I spend with you. You guys always give me something to look forward to. I already have amazing memories with you, more than with some people I've known for years. These recently formed friendships are so special to me, and I wouldn't trade them for the world.
However, I've felt myself changing in the past few days. I've become short-tempered and pretty much a bitch. There are a lot of reasons for this, some of which I don't even know. But I'm so sorry if this has affected our friendships. I know that especially tonight I lost control of my emotions and acted like an asshole. I've been sitting here thinking about this all night, and I really am sorry.
I'm going to change. At least I'm going to try. Because I'm really angry with myself. I think I'm going to start seeing someone again and see if that helps, as soon as I figure out how to talk to my parents about it. I'm not asking you for help. I'm not asking for anything. I just wanted you to know this.
Thanks.
<3, Jill